New Seoul Generation.

The End of The World

Okay, people keep talking about the end of the world and all that crap. Honestly I don't believe it. I'm a Christian and I'm reading the bible to make up for not going to church anymore. Well in the bible it says that nobody, not even the angels, know when the world is going to end, only God.

So yeah, I don't believe it will end. 'Cuz honestly if not even the angels know when the world is gonna end, what makes you so special? I remember my friend Angeles showing me a verse in the bible saying that the world was gonna end. I just don't remember exactly what it said or what exact verse it was. But you get the gist.

So yeah, what do you think is gonna happen?

Man, if the world really was gonna end then I wish I had enough guts to tell my crush that I like him. Honestly, I've liked him since I met him, which was like third grade. Man, 5 years. And then there's my brothers hott best friend. I've known him since I was eight. I fell in love with him over time. Just wish I could tell him my feelings and know that he would return them. Even if I told him my feelings I don't think that it would make it any easier. He's a senior about to graduate, while I'm in eighth grade. It would never work out. But a girl can dream right? She better. Lol.

Man, life is complicated when your in love with three guys. (Yes Angie, It's my BK, RV, and Garcia not Cruz). Don't get mad at me for still loving my BK. You can never forget your first love. Even if he broke my heart. (we didn't go out, it's something else he did) I can't forget him no matter how hard I try. And believe me I try hard. No matter what I do I can't stop loving him! :,( 


That's why I hate lunch. While we're in the cafeteria I can't help but look for him. That's kinda why I like sitting on the other side of the cafeteria. No matter where I am, I always seem to know where he is. It's like he has a tracking device that only I can look at. And than whenever I look at him, it's like he knows I'm watching him, and he turns around and I lock eyes with him. He's always the first one to look away. Sometimes I feel like crying. Omg. I'm crying right now. Ugh! He doesn't deserve my tears! That jerk. That's why I usually don't talk as much during lunch like I usually do during class. It's because I'm either thinking of him and how he broke my heart but I still love him anyways, or I'm thinking about RV and how much I love him but I know we won't ever be together.

How did I go from talking about the end of the world to talking about my loves!?!